Sitting on the floor with the laptop on my bed.
Digging my brain about what i did today and here's what i can share most about.
Earlier this morning. On my way to CP in bus 83, i had a short glimpse about the MJ Memorial Service and everything. When her daughter Paris talks about him and saying he was the 'best dad' ever, my heart totally went jelly soft and i teared. D: It just brings me back to how i live without my biological dad for 12 fucking years. I don't miss him or yearn to see him, i just hate him for what he had done. Thanks to him, i'm right here in Singapore living a life with so much mystery yet to be uncovered. Enough said, moving on ..
Few days ago, me and my youngest sister were like hand-feeding Zix his food. Remember how the cage looks like? Above the green slide, at the opening hole there? Ok simpler, the starting of the slide that hole there. Yeap, Zix happened to be there. And i sneaked his favourite seed to him, he grapped it away and lost balance. GUESS WHAT. He rolled and fell through the hole and surprisingly didn't slide down. HIS POSITION WAS FUCKING HILARIOUS. ZIX WAS BITING THE SEED UPSIDE DOWN HAHA. I don't know if you can picture this and i apologise for not being fast enough to snap a shot of that scene. YA, SO ME AND MY LITTLE SISTER WERE LAUGHING MAD HARDCORE. HAHA. Oh, his supplies for beddings finished. Gotta get new ones. Sighhh.
Hmm, next up! Cognitive UT today and it was pretty easy. Logical thinking man. Right, now i'm squatting on the floor, blogging. some position it is eh. I'm feeling really uncomfortable all over. The nap i took right after i reached home didn't help at all. ): Now i'm feeling like a dead man writing his last note. My throat's itching real bad. My head feels warm and my body's freezing cold. Am i what? Mutant or something?! OH! My eyes are hurting too. ): Dying.
For the fact we barely know each other ..
It is only natural i feel shy.
Give me sometime and i'll be ever ready than you are.
11:42 PM
