Blunt Day//Flu&Cough//Zixxie//Failure

Hello, 4 things to talk about today. Yeap, the title above. So today, the famous Monday Blues(i wonder why they didn't call it Jazz? :/ ) happened to have Cognitive as our lesson. At some point i was pretty frustrated because it was obvious that i was in a handicapped team. Not to criticise anyone though. Had to curse Syukri for abandoning the team and making me do and present his slides for him. Ah, not good David. You abandoned teams too. Alright, cancel that part out, sorry Syukri i love you. It went smoothly though. I had in mind the motivation of a bet made yesterday. She told me she would marry me if i did better than her Cognitive score. Haha. But sigh .. MOVING ON!

Everyone knows how absent minded David is? He forgot to take his medicine for 2 days. His flu and cough were so challenging he had to fight fire with fire. Yeah, i think i ate heaty stuffs. LOL. I was totally like "Ah, fuck it." If i have to die from those, so be it. No one can escape from death am i right? (: But just to live a little longer, i shall pop the flu pill later on. The tap gotta off.

FOR NOW .. *drum rolls ..*

Behold .. the KinderBueno loving MUZKALAVISTRADI. lol

I snapped this shot few days ago when i thought my hair was so silky smooth! Haha! It doesn't look like it at all here .. but IT IS IF YOU TOUCH IT. I BET YOUR HANDS WOULD BE FEELING AIR.

Hmm, Bifang if you're reading this, this is for you! (: I know you've been anticipating about Zixxie so much! So here's 2 snapshots of that little beast!

Zix was too fast! I wanted to snap him climbing the fences! i think HAHA so cute! I forgot to mention this the other day, i bought this flavoured bathing sand for hamster! Got Lavender flavour. The smell was .. FUCKING NICE. Haha. $4. I poured a little for Zix to try. Normally Zix would just leap into the container when i put the bathing set in the box. This time the container is filled with some bathing sand totally foreign to him. I laid it there. He was quick like he usually do! THEN! Funny thing, like how i always expect him to quickly roll over and rub against the sand, ZIX STOOD STILL ..

SMELL IT ..

THEN ROLL CRAZILY ON THE LAVENDER BEAUTY! HAHAHA, THAT PART WAS FUCKING EPIC. Yeah, you have to witness it to find it hilarious. LOL. I love Zix. He's smelling so good now. (:

I think Zix idolise me. He doesn't want to be fat because he wanted to be as skinny as me. ): I'm really jealous when i see other hamsters' size outweighs mine. Ah, i wish Zix would grow a little fatter! At least he will look even cuter! (: There you go Bifang! I bet this part of my post made you smile! Haha. *cheeky eyebrows*

Last thing before i end the post. You know, even after loving myself so much. I find that i am human afterall. I do fail at things. Like, you know when you don't fulfil someone's expectations, you are somewhat pressurized by various dauntings going down your head. Maybe i'm better off this way. Or i say, WE are better off this way so that nobody gets hurt anymore .. Perhaps it was solely my fault for not being good enough for you. Or perhaps i really can't adapt to new crystals easily like how i claimed i could .. I failed. And i'm sorry. But Life moves on ..