Talk about REMINISCING.

I happened to visit Lina's blog. Yeah, was really bored and i decided to roam off to her archives. Clicked on June 2008. Poof! My mind rewinded to that day we were once loving right after i read the first few posts. As i scrolled through, i see many things .. Many beautiful stuffs. Memories i once had so much fun with her. And it's only June ..

I'm not afraid to open up here. Lina Kobayashi Chan was my ex. I can say .. the best one. We were mere friend's introduced off some faggot i hated so much now. Yeap, started off pretty strange and we don't talk or contact despite having each other's MSN. Then one fine night, i got obsessed with Ambrosia, a song from Alesana. Part of the lyrics was up there on my MSN nickname. Moments later, Lina prompted and continued the lyrics for me in a conversation. THAT WAS THE START OF EVERYTHING. As in, somehow the real friendship started to build up. I'm blogging what i can remember now. Vague. But i'll try my best. Soon, we had each other's number and blah! I REMEMBER! Omg, this is embarassing. I was having some personal problems and i actually cried. Phoned Lina. I said this.

"I GIVE YOU ** SECONDS TO CHEER ME UP!"

..Lina was like. PRICELESS. Ok, i don't know how to say that expression. That was our first ever phone chat, our first time hearing each other's voices. Mhmm, turns out to be a really funny conversation! HAHA. I don't have to type it all out here. Yeah, we started to keep phone chatting the following nights and dawns. Oh well. Times like those ..

At that point of time, we proclaimed ourselves .. BEST-NEVER-MET-BEFORE-FRIENDS! Haha, yes. We were. Broked that duck and we met for the first time on an outing. SO MANY EMBARASSING MOMENTS AT FIRST MEETING OMG. Shan't say! =p Our 2nd meeting was before one of my Track&Field trainings. I gave a drawing of ShawnMilke as her birthday present whom she said the drawing looks more like Billy. D: But ok! Then days later and blah ..

21st June 2008. We called each other lovers. On that brilliant day .. i had my National Juniors Championship 400m Hurdles Finals. Of cause, boosted by what happened hours before, i was all well ready to run. Came in 6th with a personal best timing of 62.11s Not impressive to my coach but it is to me. Cause i always tell myself to run for a Personal Best. (: Hmm, delighted and sad at the same time, cause i lost to the 5th fellow just by 0.02s! Alright.

Seriously, thinking back about those times and reminiscing about how we bonded .. It's pretty amazing that we NEVER fought or quarrelled before. It's like, really fascinating to always meet up once per week and go gaga with each other. There WERE times when we had cold wars though. I mean come on, which couple doesn't? It was really hard to pick up every pieces and build it back. BUT WE DID AND SALVAGED EVERYTHING TOGETHER. Well, after that incident .. I think we got really cheeky to start the idea of writing each other letters! HAHA. Yeap, we actually did. I mail her once per week and she does the vice versa. I know, we're pretty lame when we can just sms. Haha, sigh. Good times, Good times ..

A period of time, 'O' Levels drew near and we had fear of not being able to meet up often. My maths and chemistry were dying. Lina offered to help, and i agreed. From then, we make it a point to study every week. She tutored and guided me. Eventually making me fall in love with Chemistry, which i love a little too late. But it was all worthwhile! I learned so much from her. Been through the examinations together and off. Nope, we weren't from the same secondary school. We live miles apart mind you. Sigh, then came some rough periods, with all the resolving and stuffs. OH my goodness. There was once .. i felt it from my heart that it's not nice to let things fall apart just like that, so i had to salvage it at once at that moment. That faithful midnight, i sneaked out the house and taxi-ed all the way to her house and did something. Personal. SHH. Yeah, i can feel her as though i feel myself. Oh well, good times never last and we broke up 14th December 2008. I WANNA KILL HER. IT'S LIKE 7 MORE DAYS TO 21st SO I CAN CLAIM WE HAD A RELATIONSHIP FOR 5MONTHS. NOT 4 MONTHS PLUS PLUS!! HAHA. Alright, she's going to call me a cockhead for posting this part.

You know, what's done is done. But i think i had a really good 4 MONTHS PLUS PLUS with Lina. Thank you very much for everything. Althought it's like almost 4 MONTHS PLUS PLUS since we broke up .. i think every moment was so impactful that it's living vividly behind my mind. I still kept every single gifts we exchanged. All the laughters we had, always me being the joker. I remember, i still do. I can say, i think from that 4 MONTHS PLUS PLUS, you made me a stronger person, like what i currently am now. I think i am. There's still many more to cover about our story, but i guess this is what my 12.35am mind can think of now.

LINA! It's almost a year we've know each other! HOW COOL IS THAT. LET'S CELEBRATE IT OK. Haha, I FUCKING MISS YOU. Lol. Well at least the times. YA TIMES. The first time you helped me do my lip piercing! Dropped the stud. HAHAHA. AND YOU DID AGAIN ON THE 2ND TIME YOU DID FOR ME RECENTLY. HAHAHAHA.

In case some people don't know. I have an old blog, with all my archives and history in it. Unfortunately that blog got hacked. And some disgusting post came out. So i decided not to use it anymore. But you can check it out if you want. I think you should know which is my post or that hacker's post. (: Ahhh, really have to emphasize on the word "REMINISCE!" Lina, Lina ..!
Oh ya my old blog linkie.

http://angst-viciouslyme.blogspot.com

Still able to visit and view my archives. Haha, i got really pathetic past. But i really cannot be bothered already. Laugh all you want for i care what's current and future. (: Byebye, and Lina, i hope you enjoy this post! May not be as long as you wanted, but i tried my best. Haha. Solemn. I teared a little just blogging about this. :') Oh, if there are alot of grammer errors, or parts you don't understand, please pardon me! I didn't wanna forget what i wanted to type next so i hurried a little.

David.Tenadi.Chng

Republic Polytechnic, Business Applications