Sometimes, i feel ultimately useless. So i had a little accident just now during my PizzaHut closing ..
I was clearing the plates, and everything. Just infront of the pails and sink, i was about to dump the plates in when i lost balance, slipped on the slippery bar floor. I fell faceward. At that time, my hand was with 3 plates or more. Yeap, i broke them. Then the other plates followed my hand and fell. So i broke loads of plates. That's not the point. I almost died. I suffered so many cuts. But luckily i was quick enough to use my hand and break the fall. If not, those dangerous porceline would had cut my face or enter my eye. The next thing after i fell was thinking how i'm going to get scolded for breaking so many plates. But instead, my manager rushed to the first aid and pulled my hand to the sink and wahs my cut. The wound was fucking deep. The whole bar floor was splattered with my blood. Even my uniform. Lol. all along i've always been afraid of profuse blood flow. This time, i was really stoned. I don't know what to do but stand there. Apparently the whole crew came to my aid. I'm so touched! :') Especially Coco who helped me dress my disgusting wound. The blood was furious i guess? Didn't stop flowing. Urgh, i've never lost so much blood before..
It is still bleeding. I can feel the liquid oozing out. That was loads of gauzes wrapped. Urgh. My elbows were scratched and blah-ed. D: Oh, the embarassing thing was, when i slipped .. My feets were like doing shuffles before i fell. LOL. Some of my colleagues even thought i was doing shuffling and fell. Haha, damn. But it was embarassing. Sigh. I hope i can work tomorrow. My right arm is ruined. So many cuts. I felt really bad though. I think i broke like 5 plates in total on that incident. Plus my one month there, i've broke a bottle of chilli sauce, 2 medium size glasses. Haha. Sigh. Anyway, school was alright. Maths was ok. Oh i love skateboarding now! I only know how to olie. Haha. Science UT was shit.
Ahh, i don't know. I was really listless at work today. ):
Was thinking .. if those broken pieces were to hit and cut my face or disfigure me, what would become of me? I think i'll suicide. :/
I miss you, very much.. )':
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