I got to know this Tyler guy from MySpace and lives in Pennsylvania, United States. Actually, i know him from YouTube. He's sorta like a comedian, yeah. Very famous in YouTube land. Watched some of his videos, funny it is. But he's not all about laughter .. Deep into the softer side, he's actually a really. I don't know what's the word to describe. Nevermind. Just an introduction about him.
I'm a kind spirit with a big heart. Although most people find my videos through my clever and creative parodies, or through my short and silly skits, I came to youtube for a much deeper meaning. I feel as though in life we all have a purpose. I feel like I was created different from most people for a reason. I have never had it easy growing up. I was always an outcast, but through my life, I have learned so much and come so far. I finally love who I am. It's the best feeling in the world, and I wish everyone could experience that joy. I want to help people in difficult times, and give people the advice I wish someone had given to me. Most importantly, I want people to know they are not alone.
I want to make people smile. I want to make people laugh. I want to pick people up when they are down. I want to have a positive influence in the lives of others. I want to be a good role model to people. I want to motivate people to be their best. I want to leave this world knowing I did something good with my time spent here.
The support I have received so far means the world to me, and I cannot begin to express how thankful I am for it. Each one of my viewers means so much to me.One or two of his videos shows him about, what he feels about life and people around him. Ok i got the word, he is INSPIRATIONAL. Yes, very. You see, everyone tends to have haters and people who really hates you. Tyler, i think he's in his 20s, sensible he is. He shares about how much he make the best of everything from what happens in life every single day. Being scolded etc, especially in some arguments. He is right to say .. "If that person's scolding me, i would always just stand by and listen. I don't see a point to fight fire with fire, it'll just worsen the situation." Yeap, very true. Even though we get cracked out to our weaker side by not retaliating, we made the world even more peaceful. And for each and everyone of us to do just that .. wouldn't the world be a much better place? You need to look up and watch his videos to understand what i'm emphasizing here, but for now i think Tyler is my idol.
I added him on MySpace, commenting how inspirational he is. I know, i'm not the only one to do it. And i wasn't expecting him to reply me because he has so many fans. But he did, with a grateful thank you. It warms my heart somehow. I really wish the world will have more of such people. It will be a very much better place..
I can't pull off sentimental post, but i'll go on. Wasn't the best of my day cause it's the same. After all the intense gaming and indulgment in EtherSaga, i took a few minutes off to think about what i've done these holidays. 5 months, about there. I've worked for once, just that one day. If i hadn't quit, i would have a handful sum of cash with me. All along i've been such a bum/tard, not realising i'm timed. 5 months is hell long of hours, not forgeting time is money. These days, i could have picked up a new skill and excel it for a good period. But i didn't and spent the "money" doing boring stuffs at home wasting my youth away. Not making myself sound old but i think it's true. I could have done so much. It's really late to look back and regret now. School's in about a week. I really want to have a fresh start as a really refined David. Hopefully..
Mum got back the photos she took at Indonesia. I browsed through every picture and almost teared. I just felt really sad not being there. My cousins and relatives became so different i couldn't recognise them. My aunt, became so pretty. Haha, but yeah. My ever short cousin suddenly grew so tall. I wish i was there to catch up with them, and go for daily swimming at the nearby swimming complex, and to .. really have a nice chat on how's life. I saw my grandpa's picture. I felt really indepted, and really wished i could had been there and gave him a tight hug. Just a very tight hug. I don't know. Of cause, my uncle who was so anticipating me to be with mum on the trip, he was so eager to fly to Medan from Jakarta when he heard mum said David was coming.. I disappointed him. If only i flew back, i would be so much happier for the last few moments of my free youth. Well, at least bond with my long distance relatives and friends. I miss them. Very much. Because of this, i have to go back when my semester 1 break comes. it's on May 30th to June 14th. I may have to return myself though. Even if it takes my life, i have to touch down at the station and greet them. I love my family back there, nothing can change it.
For now, i just hope God Bless everyone in my family and hope for world peace.
10:17 PM
