Harvest deep into your very own soul, what can you reap about? Sometimes, i find myself in a state whereby i couldn't feel myself. In the sense that .. i kinda like floated into another dimension where there's only me and myself. Just like a dream, adventures begin and i found many things deep into my soul. Hatred.
Everyone hates someone else. For their looks, personality everything possible. I hate some people too. Then again, i took Tyler's words seriously and not show my weaker side by quarreling it out. It is hard to contain such trauma inside, but it's all worthwhile in the end. Earlier just now. One of my friend just poured out his troubles and miseries about how people look at him. It's like, its never ending kind of annoyance and stuffs. People may look down, curse upon us or whatever. But it doesn't matter if you yourself is strong enough to regard those critics as junks or trash. What i'm pointing out is, love yourself. Be who you are and what you all always longed to be. Of cause for the good cause. Believe in yourself, believe in your soul. Just look at those famous people. Danny Noreiga for example, he's openly gay but he couldn't care less! Megan Joy, recently got booted out of American Idol, he couldn't be bothered about what Simon critisized about her. Well, one thing maybe she's missing her son but yeap. She put critics aside and be herself. Talk about INNER PEACE. Peace inside, you'll eventually create peace outside, and viola .. you bring peace for the world. How nice isn't it? ..
Myself, i'm still strong on my stand that i'm without a religion. I understand my family has a Goddness Of Mercy altar, or whatever it is. But i don't worship it. I don't like light the incense or whatsoever. I've never went near it. Many times mum told me not to eat beef infront of it, but there was once i got a beef noodle and sat directly opposite the altar and enjoyed my dinner. Yeap, my dining table was directly opposite the altar. Personally, i don't care. I believe in myself, not in such religious stuffs. I had a chat with my old classmate. I can say he's pretty religious.
He talked about how and where we'll end up when we die. Angels/Devils whatever. Hell or Heaven kind of stuffs. Then we raised out about every religion, on the fact that each of them has a specific ending of a human life. Some must go through Hell and get recarnated, some will be determined based on their sins, actually no. All are based on their sins. I'm just shooting at different religion's way of ending life. Right now, i want to raise this question. We are all human afterall, if we believe in our own religion of our way of afterlife .. then where exactly will us go? I don't know if you understand me here, but i'm really curious about this part. Hope this ain't offensive. It's just my thoughts.
What i've learn is that, we need to treasure and love ourselves. We only live once .. unless you get recarnated then you're blessed. Why not make the best out of our time left and be happy? Be it how sad or angsty you are, the day will still move on, so why not just be happy and spread the love?! Inner peace, remember .. Inner peace! In the end, we benefit for ourselves, so why fucking care about what others think of you? It's your life, you live it the way you want to. Even if it's to hard for you to keep the pain and torments to yourselve, be strong and move on. Life's like that. Obstacles are there to improve yourselves and be stronger so you can face tougher challenges ahead. Seriously, i don't know why i did this post but i felt like sharing with the world what's on my mind now. If this made you smile or knocked some sense into you, my job is done. I'm grateful and i just hope you've a good life ahead..
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