I thought about it the whole night/dawn. I SHOULD stay in Singapore. Mum&Lil.Sis will be flying back. I was suppose to be with them cause it is still the holidays. I thought it was all for a fun cause to be able to visit my relatives and friends over there. I miss them so much, fucking do..
But i don't know what freak possessed me to reject and tell mum to NOT buy my tickets back. I figured out, it was only for a 3days trip and to waste $500+ back and fro would not be worthwhile. Then yesterday, Aunt's phone call made me think real hard. Awhile later, someone prompted me about my past.. and made me regret for not agreeing to fly back. I thought i would request my mum to see if she can still book a tix for me.. but. AH. Personal reasons.
On the other hand. I don't wanna fly back its because i don't want fatigue to bring me down since my school's starting. Ok, done.
About Zix, he's being pretty weird.
Sometimes he tends to lay motionlessly on the slide. I don't know how to explain this. But it's worrying me. I've a flu and cough now, so i can't handle him in case i pass the germs to him. Right now, he's being seriously weird. I wonder if he's sick! =/ Maybe i'm just paranoid.
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